When Does It Stop

Always censored

Always assumed

Never welcomed

The darkness looms

Always screaming

Always doomed

Never crying

The forbidden fruit

Damned to hell

Because you’re you

Sentenced to damnation

Because of what you do

Always labeled

One must abide

You can not run

You cannot hide

When does it stop

When are we free

Who determines

Who we are supposed to be

When does it stop

When are we free

What gives them the right

To determine our destiny

When does it stop

When are we free

Only God can say

What happens to me

The Hands of Men

When the sun expires to its peaceful sleep

the stars rise above all that lies beneath

when humanity falls at heaven’s feet

the prayer begins for hope and dreams

 

The devil grins at their dismay

when they cannot open heaven’s gate

the fallen angels meet their fate

what will they do trapped with their own hate

 

the masses of society underestimates time

they think the world ends with God

But I believe it ends in the hands of Men

For sometimes our faults outweigh our shine

Frustration

I was an angry sailor…

 

I’m so frustrated with these attitudes

Where the fuck is their gratitude

they need to get their shit in check

i don’t deserve this disrespect

 

yes, ive done some stupid shit

doesn’t mean they can be a dick

yes, sometimes i have no common sense

but at least i can learn from my mistakes

 

sometimes i let people down

but i prove myself and make them proud

yes i get angry but i pave the way

i still always keep a smile on my face

 

im frustrated with this ignorance

none of this makes any sense

i work so hard and get nothing back

but what the fuck else should i expect

 

im tired of these frustrations

im tired of these consequences

why do i have to  be this animated

i guess ill have to learn to fake it

Peace and Love, Man.

Though I am not fond of writing about happy subjects, I gave it a go with this poem.

Peaceful dreaming.
tranquil sleeping.
empty fears
no more nightmares
uniting against adversity
complicated diversity
being apart of society
belonging somewhere
no more being alone
no more feeling vulnerable

roses blooming
tress are growing
birds are singing
cloudless skies
and cool breezes
different suns
for different seasons
no one ever needs a reason

a reason for love
a reason for peace
a reason for need
a reason for want
a reason to cry
a reason to be free
a reason to feel
a reason to be

no more fighting
no more murder
no more illness
no more judgement
no more terror
everyone gets along
everyone acts as one

in a world where everything is full of hope.
in a world where everyone can be themselves
in a world where peace isn’t a myth
in a world where diversity is a normality.
in a world where people work together
in a world where dreams come true
is a opportunity for purity and truth

i dream of this place.
i wish it was real.
maybe someday,
but for now,
i will wish upon a star,
and try my best,
to understand myself.
i shall be all i can be.
do something bigger than myself.

let this place stay in my dreams.
and we shall be all we can be.

Dig Deep

I have some questions
i need some answers
im trying to find them
but its like cancer

look deeply
try harder
keep speaking 
breathe a little slower
dig deep for the answer
its inside of you
open your mind just a little wider
and you will see it

i need some healing
i am done with hurting
my heart is trying to mend
but it’s getting hard

look deeply
try harder
keep speaking
breathe a little slower
dig deep for the answer
its inside of you
open your mind just a little wider
and you will see it

no need to worry
no need to cry
no need for scrutiny
at least im trying
so let me figure this out
im on a journey that never ends
so i keep telling myself

dig deeper
try harder
and breathe slower
dig deep for the answer
its inside of you somewhere
open your mind wider
and you will see it

dig deeper
try harder
breathe slower
dig deep for the answer
its inside of you
open your mind wider
it’s there
i swear 

Another poem…

I want you to want me
i need you to like me
it might sound pathetic
but you are all i need

i know that you know me
i think of you constantly
i think that i love you 
i don’t know what i should do

my thoughts are being interrupted
i feel as if im being suffocated
why is this so complicated
it’s a risk and im going to take it

To be continued…

A song I wrote when I left home and everyone with it.

 

someday i know you will forgive me
someday i think that you will miss me
when im gone
i bet you wish i wasn’t leaving
i bet you wish i was with you
but im not

im leaving town 
maybe not forever
but for now
im glad its over
i dont need you anymore
lets just say our lives
are to be continued

somehow i think that you will be fine
somehow i think that you will survive
without me
i wont be around to hold your hand
just get on those two feet and stand
for fuck sakes be a man

im leaving town
maybe not forever
but for now
im glad its over
i dont need you anymore
lets just say our lives
are to be continued

im not your mother
im not your sister
we are supposed to support each other
its a two sided thing
this is why i must leave
for fuck sakes be a man

im leaving town
maybe not forever
but for now
im glad its over
i dont need you anymore
lets just say our lives
are to be continued

im leaving town
maybe not forever
but for now
im glad its over
i dont need you anymore
lets just say our lives
are to be continued